the words that try to justify do far more wrong.

what's left to lose?

a lot.

i don't want to lose you.

its time to get out of the desert and into the sun.

even if its alone.

but i'm not alone. (i'm alone now).

so its harder to keep my distance.

so i distance myself.

i haven't done enough.

i've done too much.

i have to do too much. (i was right i did too much.)

help me?

i don't want to be alone but by clinging on so tightly im so scared ill lose you. (i lost you) im not scared to be alone but i cant find the strength to be with and without you.

the nights of loving you make the nights with my pillow that much worse.

it doesn't smell like you. (i miss your smell.)

and i could love you. (but you couldn't love me.)

(so i guess i'll never get the chance.)