reverse.

it feels like reverting back to an old state of mind.

i thought i was over being like this, but i guess not.

and its not that it's really the same.

its not as intense.

its not so serious.

im older.

youre even older.

im not so up and down.

youre not so up and down.

im different.

youre different.

im not so different.

youre not so different.

im happy i can still feel, like i used to.

im happy im not as detached as i thought i was.

as i never really wanted to be.

i havent really changed.

just on the surface.